Beneath the searing pain and deep sorrow, lies love

I'VE THE WOLE TWILIGHT SERIES!!!
I know its too late to post now,
But still...
I'VE THE DVD!!!!!!!!!!
I cant believe this is happening!!
OMGOMGOMG!!!

And i am reading Eclipse,
then carrying on to Breaking Dawn(of course)

And somebody!!!!
Save the tagboard!!!!!!
I have just said crap.

Asuka.


Beneath the searing pain and deep sorrow, lies love

Asuka,

I'll rather be evil than to lose a childhood friend that i hold close to.
I'm glad you are feeling better from your sickness.
Cos, i'll be able to visit you in the holidays then.


I CAN'T BELIEVE I FINALLY HAVE BREAKING DAWN!!!!
I'm at chapter 31 and Bella gave birth and in order to save her, Edward turned her into a vampire.
Bella gave birth to a half vampire half human girl, and guess what?
Jacob imprinted on her!
I'll leave the rest for you to find out.

And turning slightly emo is no big deal.
It's just a phrase you'll pass through.
If not, welcome to my world.
It's not so bad.
As least i'll be with you till the end.

Hugs and kisses.

~Miharu


Beneath the searing pain and deep sorrow, lies love

Guess so...i am not sure.
I think so....
I don't think so...
But then i think so...
*bangs head endlessly against the wall furiously*
I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this world sucks.
you dun let me die.
y.o.u a.r.e e.v.i.l

I just read New Moon before i started posting.
I stopped at......Chapter 15: Pressure.
Hate Jacob.
Watashi wa Anti-JacobBlack!!!
Watashi daisuki EdwardCullen!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and i am not very sure...
I think i am turning slightly...SLIGHTLY
emo.

I think i am dead.
What do you think?
I am turning emo!!!
I've got the emo illness!!!
daskete!!!
this is...kowaii.
Its scary.

~Asuka



Beneath the searing pain and deep sorrow, lies love

Hey thanks. I feel that you did understand and knew what i meant.

Hell lots of things happened, and i'm glad it's cleared up now.
And i won't allow you to commit suicide.
I'll stop you, no matter what it costs me.

Kisses and hugs.

~Miharu


Beneath the searing pain and deep sorrow, lies love

Yea...BAKA EDWARD!!
I cried when i was reading the part where Edward left.

And about the whole thing,
i don't care.
You can take it as I forgiven you,
i don't care anymore.
I am drifting in and out of feelings.
I have become numb to it.
I don't care anymore.
I couldn't care, even if everyone left me...
I will just cry and then jump down from my house.
I can't care.

And i will not bother to.

~Asuka


Beneath the searing pain and deep sorrow, lies love

Haha, Asuka you made me laugh when i read your post on New Moon.
Nicely done.
And yes i almost cried when i read that part of the story.
Edward indeed is stupid.
But they have a happy ending in the end anyway.
XDDD


Oh ya about the whole "We're fighting" stuff,
I tell you now,
I don't care about it anymore.
I don't care if you forgive me or not,
I'm selfish.
I'm fine with you talking to me on our blog.
I only care if I'm able to not care about the whole thing.
Things may not turn back to normal, so what?
I'm really happy that you posted online and talk to me at least.
Like I said, I'm selfish.
I don't care if you're angry with me.
A clean break is impossible.
Just look at what it done to Bella.
I hope you understand what I mean.

~Miharu


Beneath the searing pain and deep sorrow, lies love

I know, i know.
Despite the fact that i know you are still angry,
I am well happy to believe that your tone wasn't as harsh as before.

Don't spoil the delusion for me please.

And the poem you got it interpreted wrongly.
It's supposed to be the other way round.
Dumbass. <-- That was supposed to be in a fun way. Don't turn all angry on me.

~Miharu


Beneath the searing pain and deep sorrow, lies love

kays...
But i dun seem less angrier
Because i am still angry.
I guess there is a special meaning to it...
I am not smart,
Dun try that on me.

so..

D._._.O.N - Me?
_.N.G._.L - you?


Beneath the searing pain and deep sorrow, lies love

What would you look like in anime? (cool descriptions) Your Result: dark and beautiful your long wavy hair is black and worn in two loose braids. Your eyes are deep purple and shimmer in the light. You have skin like flawless silk and you are dressed in a pair of black boots, a red and black striped shirt, and a short gray skirt.
cute and sporty
girly and elegant
pretty and innocent
unique and stunning
mysterious and attractive
What would you look like in anime? (cool descriptions) Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Okay.. this is what I've got.
Somehow, the fact that you posted gives me relief.
It makes you seem less angrier.
It only seems, but i'm not sure.
I'll be happy to just believe that you are still, but not so angry with me.
So i hope you're satisfied that i took the quiz.
It's funny, how we are alike and not-so-alike at the same time.
And the poem is not for fun.
It has special meaning inside.
You are a smart person, i'm sure you'll figure it out.
May God bless you.

~Miharu


Beneath the searing pain and deep sorrow, lies love

What would you look like in anime? (cool descriptions) Your Result: dark and beautiful your long wavy hair is black and worn in two loose braids. Your eyes are deep purple and shimmer in the light. You have skin like flawless silk and you are dressed in a pair of black boots, a red and black striped shirt, and a short gray skirt.
mysterious and attractive
girly and elegant
cute and sporty
pretty and innocent
unique and stunning

I was wondering, if you could take the test..
Just for the fun of it.
I am interested in what you might get.

Oh, and some of this...
for some reasons.

and is the poem for fun?
or....for something?
if it is....
whose the angel?
whose the demon?


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Beneath the searing pain and deep sorrow, lies love

First of all, I would like to tell Miharu that i dun accept the apology
I was a little relieved that you admit your a jerk.
Yes, you are a total jerk.
And yes, you had hurt my feelings very much
And i'm glad you're surprised when i suddenly hung up on you,
I'm glad i did it.
I was also addicted to Twilight but so i did not focus on Twilight/New Moon
As i put you first priority.
I wasn't in the mood to try convincing you to come down,
which was already annoying me.
It wasn't fine for a chat, but i just wanna spend the weekend with you
I really dun accept the apology.

When you have finally read the post, you can take a look at the tagbox.
I did something to it and changed it to white.
And your suspicion is correct,
It was in transparent colour.
and the text was black too.
You are sure now, though
I am going now.

~Asuka

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